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October 21st, 2009 • 3:25pm ] |
As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life
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September 6th, 2009 • 10:00am ] |
I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
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July 3rd, 2009 • 8:58am ] |
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Save me from myself, I'm fallling.
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June 29th, 2009 • 11:45pm ] |
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June 12th, 2009 • 9:52pm ] |
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| What you did to me was way beyond the point of low... |
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May 31st, 2009 • 8:04pm ] |
Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes, but I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
By why'd you have to go and make a mess like that
Well, I just have say, before I let go
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low
No, I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show
For all the time I loved you so, so
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low
Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
'Cause what you did was low
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May 26th, 2009 • 8:24pm ] |
so this is how it ends
this is where it all goes down
this is what I don't love you feels like
It aint the middle of the night
and it aint even raining outside
It aint exactly what i had in mind.
For goodbye
at a redlight in the sunshine
on a sunday nothing to say
don't even try
some are coming home
some are leaving town
while my worlds crashing down
on a sunday in the sunshine at a red light
I thought he was going to say
something about that couple kissing
accrossing the street
our something about this beautiful day
but he just looked me in the eye
said its over didnt try to lie or pick a fight
I might have seen it
coming that way
theres a mama
calming down a little baby
in the backseat in front of me
theres an old man dressed
in his sunday best
just waiting on green
but i cant see getting past
this redlight in the sunshine
on a sunday nothing to say
don't even try
some are coming home
some are leaving town
while my worlds crashing down
on a sunday in the sunshine at a red light
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May 25th, 2009 • 10:40pm ] |
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky.
I'm reachin out and I just can't tell you why.
I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you.
Untouchable burnin brighter than the sun,
And when you're close I feel like comin undone.
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spellin out your name
You gotta, come on, come on, say that we'll be together,
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven.
It's half full and I won't wait here all day.
I know you're sayin that you'd be here anyway.
But you're untouchable burnin brighter than the sun,
Now that you're close I feel like comin undone.
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spellin out your name
You gotta, come on, come on, say that we'll be together,
Come on, come on, oh
In the middle of the night we could form this dream.
I wanna feel you by my side, standin next to me.
You gotta, come on, come on, say that we'll be together.
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven.
Oh, Oh.
I'm caught up in you.
Oh, Oh, Oh.
Untouchable burnin brighter than the sun,
And when you're close I feel like comin undone.
You gotta, come on, come on, say that we'll be together,
Come on, come on, oh
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spellin out your name
You gotta, come on, come on, say that we'll be together,
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven.
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May 9th, 2009 • 1:18pm ] |
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Maybe I should've seen the sign, should've read the writing on the wall.
And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
No matter what you say, I still can't believe
That you would walk away.
It don't make sense to me but
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
It's not unbroken anymore.
How do I get it back the way it was before
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break, would you wanna break it
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
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May 3rd, 2009 • 12:55pm ] |
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May 3rd, 2009 • 12:12am ] |
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May 1st, 2009 • 8:47pm ] |
All alone, I'm so all alone
There is no one else but you
All alone by the telephone
Waiting for a ring, a ting-a-ling
I'm all alone every evening
All alone, feeling blue
Wond'ring where you are and how you are
And if you are all alone too
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April 21st, 2009 • 8:17pm ] |
You don't have to say a word
I can see it in your eyes
I know what you wanna say
It's so hard to say goodbye
I can hold back my tears
And try to be strong
While our love is fallin' apart
I know what I'll say
If you walk away
But what do I do
What do I do with my heart?
I'm not gonna say a word
I know I can't change your mind
You know where you need to go
I know I'll be left behind
I won't hold you back
I won't stand in your way
If you need to make a new start
But I still wanna know
When my arms let you go
What do I do
What do I do with my heart?
Oh, girl, don't you remember?
It was not so long ago
We were makin' plans for two
Just me and you
Now you tell me that you've found somebody
Someone who loves you better
No one could ever love you
The way I do
Tell me you're not leavin' now
Tell me you're not leavin'
Tell me that you're gonna stay
Please say you'll stay with me, baby
Tell me that you love me still
Say you love me still
For this and this alone I pray
Fall down on my knees and pray
I'll do anything
Yes, I would
To save what we have
To keep you by my side
I'll love you 'til death do us part
But what do I do
What do I do
When I'm still missing you?
What do I do
What do I do with my heart?
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April 8th, 2009 • 12:05am ] |
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You can see the cruelest part of the world, but then on the other side, you see the most beautiful part. It's like you go from one extreme to the next, and they're both worth it because you wouldn't see the other without the other one. That cruel part is damn cruel, and you'll never forget it. But that heaven is heaven. I've been to both places.
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April 7th, 2009 • 11:15pm ] |
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April 1st, 2009 • 11:37am ] |
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He remembers those vanished years. As though looking through a dusty window pane, the past is something he could see, but not touch. And everything he sees is blurred and indistinct.
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March 31st, 2009 • 11:18pm ] |
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March 31st, 2009 • 11:09pm ] |
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Growing up happens in a heartbeat, one day you're in diapers, the next day your gone, but the memories of childhood stay with you for the long haul. I remember a place, a town, a house, like a lot of houses, a yard like a lot of other yards, on a street like a lot of other streets, and the thing is after all these years I still look back with Wonder.
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March 30th, 2009 • 9:06am ] |
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March 29th, 2009 • 10:02pm ] |
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I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.
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March 29th, 2009 • 2:37pm ] |
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Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
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March 21st, 2009 • 10:50pm ] |
A time it was
And what a time it was, it was
A time of innocence
A time of confidences
Long ago it must be
I have a photograph
Preserve your memories
They're all that's left you
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March 19th, 2009 • 10:11am ] |
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
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March 18th, 2009 • 9:50pm ] |
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